歌词
Yeah, look
Yeah,瞧
I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
我没有嗑药,但对疼痛上瘾
Yeah, I been on it for a while, don't know how to put it down
Yeah,我已长久如此,不知如何戒掉
Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
不得不说,我需要改掉这些习惯
I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
我只是想受些打击,继续说着我要退出
Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
不断地说着我要离开,但我仍然止步不前
I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
我只是想要一些方法,我不想冒险
I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
不喜欢离开安全地带
But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
但是最近,我在想我不得不
Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
放下我所迷恋的东西
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
世界不会因为我心情不佳就停止转动
You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
当你想牢牢抓住你不想失去的东西的时候,才会知道爱是什么
I swear I'm tryna get it together
我发誓我在试着把它梳理好
Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
穿上衣服,投入工作,试着做到更好
I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever
我热爱说唱,但是我不会永远都做这个
Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up
忘记休息,注意力涣散,我抬起头来
Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
从起床那一刻起,我就想让自己尽力做到最好
And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets
如果我没有做到,上帝会原谅我,你可以帮我排除掉悔恨
'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
因为我可以感受到水慢慢浸入我的大脑
Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
在我生命中的大多数时间里,我总感觉自己屏着呼吸
Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
绷着胸腔,老实说,我厌倦了这一切
Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
在我的生命中寻找着一些能再次启发我的事物
I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
我喜欢闲逛,表现成什么都不知道的样子
But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
但是我知道事物本质,我只是从不想承认
Runnin' from change
挣脱框架
I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求着改变
I just want, I just want change
我只是想,我只是想改变
Yeah, I don't like new things
Yeah,我不喜欢新鲜事物
Got a lot of mood swings
我情绪波动无常
Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
Oh,你想告诉我一些不好的事吗?
I don't wanna hear what you think
我不想听到你的想法
Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
Yeah,在睡梦中辗转反侧
Every night feel like two weeks
每晚像两周一样漫长
Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
想着我怎么才能把这一切做的更好
Can't help it, that's just me
没办法,就我一人
Lies, that's me avoidin' the change
说谎,我逃避着改变
Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
Yeah,这或许就是为何问题无法解决的原因
Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
Yeah,这可能就是为何我总坐着抱怨的原因
Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
告诉自己永远都无法走出这个地方
Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
如果你要说我需要做到与众不同,那么请你走开
That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
这就是问题所在,我总是被不安全感驱使
Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
尽管转错了弯,仍然表现得好像我知道我自己要去哪里一样
Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
等待着坏事发生,我随时可能崩溃
I need change
我需要改变
Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
Yeah,说说挺简单的是吧?
But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
但是难的是如何去实施,当我感到憎恨生活时
And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
在我身边的每个人都觉得我是一个好好先生
But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
但我从不这样认为,我觉得自己是个虚伪的骗子
Change
改变
It somethin' that I know I should do
我知道我该做些什么
I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth
告诉你真相,我有点不太自在
But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
但是实话说最近和你在一起,我没什么可失去的
See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
你看,我一直充满了痛苦,但是我现在愿意腾出空间
Lookin' for change
寻求改变
I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm searchin' for change
寻求改变
I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变
I just want, I just want—
我只是想,我只是想——
I need a moment of silence
我需要片刻安宁
I don't like change, but I'll try it
虽然我不喜欢改变,但是我会尝试着去做
I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
我不想听到我该做什么和不该做什么
Why are they always defiant?
为什么他们总是目中无人呢?
See, all my emotions are liars
你看,我所有的情绪都是谎言
All my emotions are violent
我所有情感都是强烈的
They don't want freedom to find me
他们不想我获得自由
Mention a name and everybody riots (Change)
提到一个名字,大家都会改变
Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
Yeah,这就是我要检查我生命体征的原因
They keep on workin', but I know
他们一直在工作,但是我知道
Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
呼吸并不意味着你活着,所以
I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
我打包好我所有的拙劣的作品,如履薄冰的走自己的路
Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
积极的想法是我的对手(改变)
I'm tryna be on their side though
我试图站在他们那边
Should I feel comfortable? I don't
我应该感到自在吗?并没有
Last year, I felt suicidal
去年,我想到自我了结
This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
今年,我可能做一些不一样的事,例如和上帝更多的谈话
I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
我在寻求(Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm lookin' for
我在寻求
I just want, I just want change
我只是,我只是想要改变
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
我在寻求(Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
我在寻求,yeah(Ayy,ayy)
I just want, I just want change
我只是想要,我只是想要改变
Yeah, I'm lookin' for
Yeah,我在寻求
I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
我在寻求(Yeah)
I just want, I just want change
我只是想要,我只是想要改变
I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
我在寻求(Ayy)
I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变
I'm lookin' for, yeah
我在寻求,yeah
I just want, I just want change
我只是想要,我只是想要改变
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