Depression brewin' inside of me
My constant fear and anxiety
I cannot pinpoint the reasons why
I don't feel like part of society
And I could try to take a look inside
To figure out
Why I feel so hurt
Why I lack self worth
Why my life's been pain
Since the day of my birth
And I still feel worse
When the pain returns
Too many things in my mind I can't figure out
All the time you guys would yell
And cuss each other out
You don't care about the demons in my mind
'Cause you had your own demons in you all this time
And you never asked why
Why my b***hes know smiles
Why I ran for miles
Why I changed my style
Why I look so sad
Why I get so mad
Why I want it all to end
I don't make pretend
Lost my cousin to the drugs he was 15
But all the drugs that the cool kids made seem
I don't care about my friends because the main thing
Is that I do the right thing keep my name clean
And keep my mind clean
Make peace with my d**n anxiety
No way I make it back to sobriety
'Cause all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me
I'm breaking down I'm breaking down
Can't figure out why I can't figure out
Can't take away the pain
I'm borderline insane
Why why why
I'm borderline insane
Why why why
I'm borderline insane
I can never focus on the s**t that works
If you give me 50 dollars for my verse
I'll make it work
But I'll write a f**kin' lie
'Cause the truth is all that hurts
I don't think it's a surprise
All my problems are the worst
Triple seven on my wrist but it don't mean jack s**t
Number of the angel I f**kin' thought they exist
Just wanna live 2020 ain't that s**t
Locked in my room when I'm about to go bat****
I wish I could say it to light
Age 17 thought I wanted to die
But I cannot lie even why I do try
True word from my heart to the end of my life
Word from my heart to the end of my life
Why
Word from my heart to the end of my life
I'm breaking down I'm breaking down
Can't figure out why I can't figure out
Can't take away the pain
I'm borderline insane
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