歌词

Insidious is blind inception

狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始

What's reality with all these questions

这些问题的真相又是怎样

Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in

我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去

Broken legs but I chase perfection

双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生

These walls are my blank expression

我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然

My mind is a home I'm trapped in

我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱

And it's lonely inside this mansion mansion mansion

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics

我的思想如歌词建筑的房屋

They're all over the place

它们无处不在

There's songs in the mirrors

映在镜子中

Written all over the floors all over the chairs

印在地板上 绘在椅子里

You get the uncut version of life

当我走下楼去

When I go downstairs

你会看到我未经修饰的人生

That's where I write when I'm in a bad

心情失落时我会在那里倾诉

Place and need to release

释放内心的烦闷

And let out the version of NF you don't want to see

你会更加了解我 你不会想要看到的

I put holes in the walls with both

我用双手 不停敲打着墙壁

Of my fists 'til they bleed

直至鲜血流出 伤痕累累

You might get a glimpse of how

你可能会明白

I cope with all this anger in me

我是怎么释放内心的愤怒

Physically abused now that's the room that

身体上的折磨 就是那个房间

I don't want to be in

我不愿踏足半分

That picture ain't blurry at all

被折磨的回忆依然清晰

I just don't want to see it

我只是不愿再回想

These walls ain't blank I just think

墙壁上已没有空白

I don't want to see 'em

我只是不想再看到它们

But why not I'm in here so I might as well read 'em

但既然已经到了这里 还是好好看一下吧

I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around

我要为这无法化解的怒气感谢你

Wish I could take a match and burn this

真希望一把火把这里烧掉

Whole room to the ground

让一切化为尘土

Matter of fact I think Ima burn this room right now

是的我现在只想把这里烧掉 一切化为灰烬

So now this memory for some reason just won't come down

这样那些回忆就会消失

You used to put me in the corner so you could

你过去常把我逼得无路可走 这样你就可以

See the fear in my eyes

看清我眼中的恐惧

Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til

再把我拖下楼 狠狠殴打我

I screamed and I cried

直到我痛哭尖叫

Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind

恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了

But Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside

但我会紧闭门扉 化为内心的旋律 不再回想

Insidious is blind inception

狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始

What's reality with all these questions

这些问题的真相又是怎样

Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in

我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去

Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection

双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生

These walls are my blank expression

我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然

My mind is a home I'm trapped in

我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱

And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain

满屋尽是痛楚

See my problem is I don't fix things

问题在于我的无动于衷

I just try to repaint cover em up like it never happen

我只是在试图掩盖那些痕迹 仿佛从未发生过

Say I wish I could change

我希望自己可以改变

Are you confused

你困惑吗

Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean

来吧 去到楼上 我会让你明白

This room's full of regrets just

这个房间充满懊悔

Keeps getting fuller it seems

悔恨似乎仍在蔓延

The moment I walk in to it's the same moment

走进去的那一刻

That I wanna leave

我想马上离开这里

I get sick to my stomach every time

每一次我都感到反胃 隐隐不适

I look at these things

看着这些事物

But it's hard to look past when this is the room

但这房间是我栖息之处

Where I sleep

想要忘记过去是那么艰难

I look around one of the worst things

看着四周 我记录在墙上的

I wrote on these walls

那些糟糕的事情

Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom

当我意识到失去妈妈的那一刻

And one of the first things I wrote was

我曾记下的尤为重要的事情是

I was shot with a call

多希望我可以打个电话给她

But I should just stop now we ain't

但此刻我应该停下来

Got enough room in this song

这首歌里已包含太多

And I regret the fact that I struggled

我感到悔恨不已 因为我试图在

Trying to find who I am

找回自我

And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can

我自欺欺人着 告诉自己我已竭尽全力

Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like

假装不在意 假装这些都不算什么

It's out of my hands

我的无能为力

Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans

但每次看到这一切 我会感到暴躁如雷

And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive

我不想让这些信任问题来吞噬我的人生

And at the rate I'm going probably

也许至死那一刻

Still be there when I die

我都会留在此地

Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind

恭喜你 我永远不会再忘记你了

The question is will I ever clean the walls off in time

问题是 将来我会把墙上的一幕幕清扫干净吗

Insidious is blind inception

狡诈作恶只是盲目的开始

What's reality with all these questions

这些问题的真相又是怎样

Feels like I missed my alarm slept in slept in slept in

我好像错过了清醒时刻 再次昏睡过去

Slept in broken legs but I chase perfection

双腿无力但仍旧追逐着完美人生

These walls are my blank expression

我的面庞就像四周的墙壁般茫然

My mind is a home I'm trapped in

我被困在意识的枷锁中 无法挣脱

And it's lonely inside this mansion inside this mansion

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

So this part of my house no one's been in it for years

这段回忆已埋在我的心房许久

I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there

我建起心的堡垒不让任何人进入

Cause if I do there's a chance

害怕若是让他们走进内心

That they might disappear and not come back

他们或许会消失不见

And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside

我承认我有些神经过敏 害怕他人走进心中

So I just leave my doors locked

我把心门紧闭

You might get other doors to open up this doors not

也许你能另觅新欢 但休想获得我的青睐

I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me

我不会给你们机会来伤害我

And I'll be the only person that I can blame

只有我可以责备自己

When you desert me

你放弃我时

I'm barricaded inside

我的内心对你产生隔阂

So stop watching

所以不要再窥视观望

I'm not coming to the door

我不会为你打开心扉

So stop knocking stop knocking

不要再试图撩拨我 停止吧

I'm trapped here

我受困于此

God keep saying I'm not locked in

上帝总是说 我还有救

I chose this

是我自作自受

I am lost in my own conscious

我已经迷失了自我

I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem

我知道与世隔绝根本于事无补

But I didn't build this house because

但我建起堡垒

I thought it would solve 'em

并非因为这

I built it because I thought that

我筑就心墙

It would be safer in there

只为让自己安心 免于受伤

But it's not I'm not the only thing

但我不是唯一 我不是唯一

That's living in here

这样做的人

Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in

曾经恐惧来袭 走进我心房

Maybe that's the problem

或许这就是问题所在

'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since

我从那时起 就与之周旋

I thought that he would leave but

我以为他会离开

It's obvious he never did

但很明显并非如此

He must picked the room and got

他选择来到这里

Comfortable and settled in

停留于此 生根发芽

Now I'm in the position

现在我面临着选择

It's either sit here and let him win

要么坐以待毙

Or put him back outside

要么将其驱逐

Where he came from but I never can

然而我却没有丝毫胜算

'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors

因为一旦这样做 我就要打开心门

Is that me or the fear talking

就是是我 还是内心的恐惧在发声

I don't know anymore

我已经分不清

It's lonly inside inside

内心是如此孤独

It's lonly

如此孤独

It's lonly oh yeah

如此孤独

It's lonly inside this mansion

这个屋子是如此孤寂 我独自一人游荡其中

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