歌词

I'm sensitive, I feel everything, I feel everybody

我很敏感 我共情一切 我共情所有人

One man standin' on 2 words, heal everybody

一人靠两个字支撑 治愈所有人

Transformation, then reciprocation, karma must return

升华 往复 因果必定轮回

Heal myself, secrets that I hide, buried in these words

治愈我自己 我隐藏的秘密埋藏在这些文字中

Death threats, ego must die, but I let it purge

死亡威胁 自负必须被抹除 但我选择让它净化

Pacify broken, pieces of me, it was all a blur

破碎的抚慰 我已裂成碎片 一切都很模糊

Mother cried, put they hands on her, it was family ties

母亲哭了 把手放在她身上 这是家人间的纽带

I heard it all, I should've grabbed a gun, but I was only five

我听到了一切 我应该拿起枪 但那时我只有五岁

I still feel weighin' on my heart, my first tough decision

我的心依旧沉重 我做出第一个艰难的决定

In the shadows clingin' to my soul as my only critic

作为我唯一的批判者在阴影中桎梏我的灵魂

Where's my faith? Told you I was Christian, but just not today

我的信仰去哪了？告诉过你我是基督徒 但今天我不是

I transformed, prayin' to the trees, God is taken shape

我升华了 对着那些树祈祷（树在基督教中象征的上帝的乐园） 上帝已然成形

My mothers mother followed me for years in her afterlife

我母亲的母亲在来世跟随我许多年

Starin' at me on back of some buses

在公交车的后座上盯着我发呆

I wake up at night, loved her dearly

我在夜里醒来 真挚地爱着她

Traded in my tears for a Range Rover

用我的眼泪换了一辆揽胜

Transformation, you ain't felt grief 'til you felt it sober

升华 在感知到它的苏醒前你不会感到悲伤

I wish I was somebody

我希望我是一个大人物

Anybody but myself

可以是任何人 但不要是我自己

Ooh, I wish I was somebody

Ooh 真希望我是个大人物

Anybody but myself

可以是任何人 但不要是我自己

I remember lookin' in the mirror knowin' I was gifted

我记得看着镜子里的自己 我知道自己很有天赋

Only child, me for seven years, everything for Christmas

七年里我是唯一的孩子 在圣诞节我拥有一切

Family ties, they accused my cousin

家人间的纽带 他们指控我的表弟

"Did he touch you Kendrick?"

“他碰你了吗，Kendrick？”

Never lied, but no one believed me

我从未撒谎但没有人相信我

When I said "He didn't", frozen moments, still holdin' on it

当我说 "他没有 "时 气氛凝固一直至今

Hard to trust myself, I started rhymin'

难以相信自己 我开始扭曲事实

Copin' mechanisms to lift up myself

努力应对让自己振作起来

Talked to my lawyer, told me not to be so hard on myself

与我的律师交谈 他告诉我不要对自己这么苛刻

He has an aurora, I hope to achieve

他身上的闪光点是我想要得到的

If I find some help, congratulations, made it to be famous

假如我获得了帮助 那么恭喜 你成名了

Still I feel uneasy, water watchin', live my life in nature

可我还是感到不安 瞭望大海 在大自然中生活

Only thing relieves me

这是唯一能让我感到解脱的事情

Spirit guide whisper in my ear tell me that she sees me

灵魂引导在我耳边告诉我它看到了我

"Did he touch you?" I said "No" again, still they didn't believe me

"他有没有碰你？" 我又说 "没有" 可他们还是不相信我

Mothers brother said he got revenge for my mothers face

母亲的弟弟说他为我母亲的脸面报仇了

Black and blue, the image of my queen that I can't erase

黑与蓝 我的女王的影像在我心中无法抹去

'Til this day can't look her in the eyes pain is takin' over

直至今日 我都无法直视她的眼睛 痛苦正笼罩着我

Blame myself, you never felt guilt 'til you felt it sober

我感到自责 在清醒前你从不会感受到内疚的感觉

I wish I was somebody

我希望我是一个大人物

Anybody but myself

可以是任何人 但不要是我自己

Ooh, I wish I was somebody

Ooh 我真希望自己是个大人物

Anybody but myself

可以是任何人 但不要是我自己

I was never high, I was never drunk, never out my mind, I need control

我从未嗑嗨过 我从未喝醉过 我需要控制自己的头脑

They handed me some smoke, but still I declined, I did it sober, sittin' with myself

他们给我递烟 但我仍然拒绝了 一个人坐在那里

I went through all emotions, no dependents, except for one

经历了太多情感 我没有任何依赖 除了一个人

Let me bring you closer, intoxicated, there's a lustful nature that I failed to mention

让我拉近与你的距离 我沉醉其中 探索我贪欲的本性

Insecurities that I project, sleepin' with other women

我缺乏安全感 故而与其他女人睡觉

Whitney's hurt, the pure soul I know I found her in the kitchen

Whitney感到受伤 我在厨房里发现了她 如此纯洁的灵魂

Askin' God "Where did I lose myself? And can it be forgiven?"

我问上帝 "我在哪里迷失了自己？能否被原谅？"

Broke me down, she looked me in my eyes

打破了我的心理防线 她看着我的眼睛说

"Is there an addiction?" I said "No", but this time I lied

"有瘾吗？" 我说 "没有" 但这次我撒谎了

I knew that I can't fix it, Pure soul, even in her pain

我知道我无法修复纯洁的灵魂 即便是在她的痛苦当中

Know she cared for me, gave me a number

知道她关心我 给了我她的号码

Said she recommended some therapy

她说她推荐我接受治疗

I asked my momma why she didn't believe me when I told her "No"

我问我妈妈 为什么我告诉她 “No”的时候她不相信我

I never knew she was violated in Chicago, I'm sympathetic

我从不知道她在芝加哥的时候被侵犯了 我很同情她

Told me she feared it happened to me, for my protection

她告诉我她害怕这种事情发生在我身上 她是为了保护我

Though it never happened, she wouldn't agree

虽然我说这些从未发生过 但她不同意

Now I'm affected, twenty years later trauma has resurfaced

我知道我受到了她的影响 因为二十年后创伤再次浮现

Amplified as I write this song, I shiver 'cause I'm nervous

当我写这首歌的时候我在颤抖 因为我很紧张

I was five, questioning myself, 'lone for many years

那时我五岁 我质疑自己 因此孤独了许多年

Nothing's wrong, just results on how them questions made me feel

没有什么不对的 这只不过是那些问题带给我感觉的后果

I made it home, seven years on tour, chasin' manhood

我终于回家了 七年来我一直绕道而行 试图寻找内心成熟的自己

But Whitney's gone by time you hear this song, she did all she could

但当你听到这首歌时 Whitney已然离去 她已经做了力所能及的一切

All those women gave me super powers, what I thought I lacked

这些女人赋予了我超能力 我以为我缺乏的东西

I pray our children don't inherit me and feelings

我祈祷我们的孩子不要继承我以及我的情绪

I attract, a conversation, not bein' addressed in black families

我发起了一场对话 提及那些在黑人家庭中没有得到解决的问题

The devastation hauntin' generations and humanity

这些问题的破坏力困扰着我们几代人以及我们的人性

They raped our mother, then they raped our sisters

他们侵犯了我们的母亲 然后他们侵犯了我们的姐妹

Then they made us watch, then made us rape eachother

他们逼我们我们看着 然后让我们互相侵犯

Psychotic torture between our lives we ain't recovered

这些生命中的精神折磨我们至今无法抹去

Still livin' as victims in the public's eyes, who pledge allegiance

在公众眼里我们仍是受害者 宣誓效忠的受害者

Every other brother has been compromised

所有其他的兄弟都已经妥协了

I know the secrets, every other rapper sexually abused

我知道其他说唱歌手被侵犯的秘密

I see them daily burin' they pain in chains and tattoos

我看到他们每天都在用纹身和束缚试图抚平痛苦

So listen close before you start to pass judgement on how we move

所以 在你批判我们的行为前 请仔细听好

Learn how we cope, whenever his uncle had to walk him from school

你该去了解我们是如何应对那些事情的 每当叔叔不得不带我们离开学校

His ankle grows deep in misogyny

我们在厌女的环境中耳濡目染

This is posttraumatic black families and a sodomy, today is still active

这些便是黑人家庭的创伤 而这些创伤今天仍然活跃

So I set free myself from all the guilt that I thought I made

所以我把自己从所有自以为的内疚中释放出来

So I set free my mother all the hurt that she titled shame

所以我把我母亲从她所示为“耻辱”的的伤害中解救出来

So I set free my cousin, khaotic for my mothers pain

所以我把我的表弟从混沌中解救出来

I hope Hakeem made you proud, 'cause you ain't die in vein

我希望Hykeem让你感到骄傲了 因为你没有白白死去

So I set free the power of Whitney, may she heal us all

所以我释放了Whitney的力量 愿她治愈我们所有人

So I set free our children, may good karma keep them with God

所以我让孩子们自由 愿善缘让他们与上帝同在

So I set free the hearts filled with hatred, keep our bodies sacred

所以我释怀了那些充满仇恨的心 让我们的身体保持圣洁

As I set free all you abusers, this is transformation

当我释放你们这些虐待者的时候 这 便是信仰的升华

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